I cried all night..hence why my eyes are so swollen today. I feel a lil bit better today, I wrote on a few of the endo walls on Fb and all the woman on there told me to have hope that God has a plan for me and I shouldn't have doubt in my heart, they said they know its hard but try different things to help me feel better, maybe see a therapist, join a group, anything so lets see, I know everyone wants me to feel a certain way but I can't and I need to kind of deal with how I feel in my own way, I know it will happen for me, I'm just sad about it and I have been for years it's not something that happen overnight, one day at a time.. Right think positive thoughts
If there's one thing I do have is faith in God that going through these tuff times, it will pass and I will have what's I've been always waiting for.
Till then I'll try to find new ways to deal with my roller coaster of emotions!
I was given some things to read over and i feel i should pass them on.
Love always Ms. BB Mandy
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